Love. Men. Friendship. My Opinion!

Fallin in love, the greatest feeling you could have. I personally am  more in love with the idea of falling in love than actually doing it. Oh and before I forget, I've never been in love. I know, how sad does that sound? Well it's the true, I've been so obssesed with finding my ideal man, that I let some pretty good guys go. Shocker!! Yeah right, that's no shock. Every woman on this planet has let a good guy get away just because she too busy looking for Mr. Right in all the wrong places. Ladies, please never forget these words: "Life happens when you are busy making other plans" -John Lennox wrote this before he got shot, I know, ironic isn't it?

These words can mean a million things, you decide what those will be. I for one can say that I was so involved having so many guy friends that I never noticed that many of them had good qualities I like in men, and therefore they are still "just friends". The ones I thought were my "type" were just looking for a "good time" with a girl who is, well, "just a friend". I actually went out with a guy who had a 5 year relationship but in my offense he didn't tell me until like the third time we went out, which sucked because I was really into him. The worst thing is I kept going out with him because I really felt sure I could have something with him, well I still do cause I will not lie, I still see him, most times just as a "friend" even though things Have gone a little too far. See here's the thing, after he told me the truth about him having a girlfriend, there are some interesting details that will remain untold, but that relationship is worthless. I know, who am I to say that, well at first I was like: " Look at this dickhead thinking he can pull these crap on me" but then came facebook and I discovered a few interesting facts about this so called relationship. Again I'm not gonna get into details but I will say that his girl is a shallow, immature perky young woman that does not appreciate the man she has and worst of all she dislikes everything I LIKE about him, like how weird is that. Funnier story is we were talking about the things we like and this individual got to the point where he would finish my every sentence (it was kind of annoying at first), I realized we have a little bit too much in common and me being my goofy self said to him, "wow you're like my soulmate" as soon as these words came out my mouth I got nervous because they were a bit too much if you know what I mean. But to my surprise the bastard responded, "I love you'... Don't worry, I didn't say it back, I just told him, "don't you ever say that even if it's joking". He laughed and said "sorry my bad". Good thing I fixed that in a jiffy!

So, anyway I have kept some distance from him. We still text and talk like good friends and I have helped him through some rough times as well as he has been there for me when everyone else just dissapeared, like isn't that what real friends are for? Still I do like him and maybe there is something there that's more than "just friends", but I know it is not going anywhere and at least I got a good friend out of this and some awsome memories too. Here comes another story of a guy who my best friends friend who is a guy too introduces us.
So this was sort of a double date but mine was kind of like a blind date (I hate them by the way). So we met at the place I went with my girlfriend and the met us at the place, obviously. I have to say I seriously don't believe in "love at first sight", but I saw sparks of fire when I saw him and the crazy thing is well, he is not a hunk, he's like better than the average but... Oh heck I don't have words to explain it which is weird because I can analyze and explain mostly anything and with him it's like, "mmm hi", that's about it. Good thing is he was super cool and nice, best of all, we had a heck of a conversation which is also strange because men can barely understand anything I say or do. Seriously like what the hello is wrong with the men in my society like get a fucking G.E.D or something, seriously guys you need some sort of intellectual knowledge, if you are a guy and you are single, there are TWO probabilities to why you remain single: one, you are stupid and you have no idea what your brain is for and probably think with your dick which in that case makes you a dog. Second reason is you are too damn smart and intimidate women into thinking that they are not worthy enough for you which also sucks and might classify you as an asshole for thinking you are better than everybody else. Don't worry, it's not like we are asking for these men to dumb down but please just don't make us feel like complete morons. For the rest of the dickheads out there, yes we are asking for you to do something with your brains like get a book and read, instead of living obssesed with enhancing your penis, well here is a crazy idea... Enhance your Mind fuckers, it's not that hard.

El que mucho aparente y nada tiene

El que mucho aparenta. Nada tiene!

Me he podido joder con el cerebro de mime este. (Disculpen mi expresiones al continuar)

Como carajo tu vas a ser tan fucking egoista mi hermano, tu sabes que a mi hija tu no tienes nada bueno que ofrecerle, lee bien BUENO!!! Si yo quisiera que mi hija fuese "calle" prefiero hacerlo yo porque al menos yo se que ser calle no es estar en el punto metio metiendome todo lo que se encuentra. Ser calle es lo que puedes hacer por ella y hacerlo un mejor lugar para los demas, eso si es calle. Tu eres un analfabeta que sabe caminar porque en tu casa habian perros y gallinas porque si lo que hubiesen culebras te arrastrarias por el piso, bueno casi lo haces porque al menos tu reputaacion por el piso anda. Te crees que porque conseguiste una pendeja que te mantuviera y comprara tu interes porque amor no es, que ya superastes en la vida. Disculpame pero lamento ser la que te informa que si ella te tira a la calle no tienes que llevarte porque nada es tuyo y asi te atreves a pedirme la custodia para que despues te llenes la boca hablando mierda de que yo abandone a mi hija. Cagate en tu madre antes de que se me olvide! La custodia no va para ti y mucho menos pasarte pension y mantenerte jaaaaa te equivocas infante. Conmigo te has mandado a hecharte la soga al cuello, yo no soy de esas mujeres que estan locas por salir de sus hijos y le dejan el muchachito a cualquiera. Mi hija tiene problemas de salud, sus alergias a ciertos alimentos, su estilo de aprendizaje es complicado porque ella no hablara correcto pero absorve todo como si fuese una esponja; ella es tecnologica y a este nivel me atrevo a decir q mi hija sabe mas que tu. Sabes escribir tu nombre y firmarlo por lo que es, lees porque eras la nena que diga nene de mami y se tardo pero logro a que aprendieras a leer. No tienes educacion mucho menos moral y eres tan carifresco que vienes a predicar la moral casi desnudo, bochornate y coge verguenza. Aprende de la vida, te crees que porque has sobrevivido en el mundo de drogas y porque tenias un revolver con el cual dormias por lo pendejo que eres que sabes de la vida y que eres calle. Bebes, fumas y te metes lo que encuentras cuando nadie esta mirando, hablas con la gente bien amigo y cuando se voltean hablas a sus espalda quemandoles la espalda. Crees que no me he enterado de las puercadas que has hecho en la calle y los revoluces que te buscate, se que te has dormido porque estas disque tranquilo, tu habras olvidado pero la calle nunca olvida. Ahora te pintas el santo despues de todo lo que has hecho y me has hecho porque al parecer se te olvida lo que le hiciste al cabellero con el cual yo andaba que le tiraste a traicion y hasta el ojo le explotaste dejandolo casi inconsciente si lo hiciste le "distes" pero a traicion jodio puerco lechon que eres. Eres una desgracia y una verguenza para los demas, el favor mas grande que le harias al mundo seria irte de el, desaparecete si total no has hecho nada productivo y no vales nada en la vida de nadie; eres un objeto para los demas y hasta estorba porque tienes que tener a esa pobre mujer en la quiebra con tanto que le has sacado, el carro de ella lo dice todo tras que lo tienes todo chocado le falta un foco... hellooooo es un carro nuevo para que este en esas condiciones! Ella tan boba por tal de tener algo similar a un hombre porque al parecer esta tan defectuosa que lo unico que pudo conseguir fue una porqueria como tu y ella misma lo dijo el dia que vino aqui me dijo q tu no eras hombre para ella, si leelo bien NO ERES HOMBRE PARA ELLA, lo que no entiendo es porque ella te sigue manteniendo mientras ella ha transformado su imagen barata y vergonzosa de mi. Es en serio se hace el mismo recorte que tanto adoraste en mi, se maquilla un estilo bien deprimente intentando hacerse mi maquilllaje unique, sabias que mona vestida de seda sigue siendo mona. Omg! Las cosas que me pasan a mi, juro que puedo hacer un libro sobre mi vida y tendria que ser una saga porque es que si comienzo no termino, tu nada mas con todo lo que me has hecho se van dos libros y no es que te este dedicando tiempo, es que siento el deseo de desahogarme por redes publicas simplemente decidi no hacerlo por facebook porque eres capaz de demandarma otraaaa vez. Debi de demandarte por difamacion y acusaciones falsa pero como tienes el jurado comprado no puedo hacer nada ademas de perder el tiempo. Nada, como dice la cancion: Esto aqui no para y en este caso terminaras en mi cama o la tuya no importa, que se joda una vez mas no es nada, peroooo no te emociones que es labor comunitaria y es una sola vez. En mis pies te vere de rodillas rogando como anteriormente lo has hecho y eso escrito esta. No te deseo el mal solamente lo que te has ganado que por si no lo sabias es nada. Espero que la vida lo coja suave contigo y no te azpte muy duro y recuerda que hoy estas bien pero el futuro nadie te lo asegura. Dime con quien andas y te dire que te espera. Un fuerte aplauso para ti que te crees que me vas a seguir tronchando mis planes de vida. Perro pendejo no chicha en la plaza...Tu tras de perro eres pendejo y tu ama es mas pendeja todavia buajajaja El  que rie ultimo rie mejor!!!